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Well damn [May. 30th, 2015|02:40 pm]
mixedxsignals
I went an entire year without posting in LiveJournal. I'm not even sure what that means.

I guess it means i'm happy,

good job, good wife, good life.

I guess I don't need you anymore old friend.
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(no subject) [Sep. 30th, 2013|04:10 pm]
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I feel so lost. praying for a miracle.

 

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(no subject) [Jul. 24th, 2013|02:55 am]
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how sad a feeling to feel unloved by family.

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I have to update every few months just to stay fresh. [Dec. 5th, 2012|04:25 pm]
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I'm starting at the bar this week. I'm excited and a little annoyed that I spend 5 years in college, to eventually end up working at a bar, making more money then most people with a (psuedo) science degree would. Melissa was also offered a job at the bar, but I don't think she want's to take it. if I make as much money as i think I will. she won't need to work anyway. But I'd at least like her to volunteer or something. at least to get out of our apartment. she feels stuck here right now. I'm going to take her out somewhere tonight. shes been pretty sad latley. But we're going home in a few weeks, which I'm not sure how I feel about. Melissa really missed her mom and dad, and I understand that, and I'm really happy that she gets to see them. And you know, my dad is in Michigan, as is my Grandparents. so, it will be really nice to see them, I miss them all very much. of course all my friends are home. But I'm a little indifferent. I miss them, i do. they are all my oldest friends. I just feel that they are too warpped up in partying. and that's not not my scene anymore.  Never the less, I am excited to be in Michigan.
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(no subject) [Apr. 21st, 2012|01:38 pm]
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I'm bothered. I asked a guy I truly care about to be my best man at my wedding. I moved away and not only do he never talk to me, not even via facebook. and he feels the need to have this weird superiority complex. which is ludicris because, and I know this may look terrible and conceited or whatever. But I am doing so much better then he is. I hope he's happy live a mundane life, because I know i'm not
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(no subject) [Sep. 23rd, 2011|02:23 am]
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I just want some fucking friends
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(no subject) [Aug. 31st, 2011|08:25 pm]
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Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
From friends who never loved you
Nearly half as much as me
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(no subject) [Aug. 5th, 2011|08:10 pm]
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Whatever I thought a father should be, I abandoned that thought like he abandoned me
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(no subject) [May. 22nd, 2009|03:47 pm]
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last night was awesomeee
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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2008|06:09 am]
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It broke
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